nic's visiting his family for the weekend, in NC. We had a brief almost argument the other night... he came across like he didnt trust me. so later on that night he left me a voice mail: "hey brandi, whats up this is nic, just wanted to tell you to have a good night, and that i loved you, and that i DO trust you..." awww.

my little sisters cat, "Lucky," died... poor thing, my sister is traumatized. i didnt know how to console her. my dad told me before he told her, i could tell he was genuinely upset for jessi. he couldn't pick up the cat though, we were both too grossed out, so my dads friend Mike did it. I moved the cat out from under my car, but i couldn't lift it... i had a plastic bag but it was just too much for me.. i started getting sick.

R.I.P. Lucky

last five
take that turn a little sharper next time - Monday, Nov. 21, 2005
the truth - Sunday, Oct. 23, 2005
the floodgates are open - Tuesday, Oct. 18, 2005
what a mess - Saturday, Oct. 15, 2005
shitty beginnings - Saturday, Sept. 17, 2005