Nic loves me!!
on Saturday, Sept. 27, 2003 at 10:51 am

Oh wow! I finally got up the nerve to tell Nic I love him! And..... he said it back! I'm pretty sure I've never been happier! He told me that even if a year from now we're apart, he'll still love me. He said it's hard for him show emotions like that, but that with me it's easy, that I got the 'gold ticket.' he used willie wonka and the chocolate factory as an anology.

I was sitting on the couch with him and I had my head on his stomach, I was kinda sobering up, I had been drinking... otherwise I wouldn't have had the nerve. I asked him "Nic, what would you say if i said i love you." I was so fucking tense, i thought i'd hurl... he said "i'd probably say it back." :O I'M SO HAPPY!!!!

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